Dreams Brought by the Night’s Karma

Soaring up, crumbling down.

The desire of the mother

With recurring nightmares,

The prologue begins.

 

The night’s <karma>...never to be forgiven…

 

Brings me dreams of sadness...even now…

 

Dreams of my child...carried by a reed boat…

Disappearing to darkness beyond...

 

These wishes of a foolish mother…much like bubbles…

Are fragile, and keep disappearing into nothing…

So...in an attempt to keep this newly lit flame burning…

I named this child Hiruko*…

But it was all for nothing…

*lit: Child that keeps a flame in place

 

And…

If she were alive

I’m sure she would’ve grown into an absolutely adorable girl…

 

Ah...this time for sure...even if it costs my life in the end…

I want to protect this child...to care for them...and to see their crying face…

 

I want to give you everything...the beautiful mornings...the splendid nights

Any mother would wish for their child’s happiness-

 

From the pits of <despair>[darkness]...

I saw a slope leading towards <hope>[­light]-

Clasping in my hands this singular wish of mine…

Almost like a curse

I run up…

 

“This is...Hiashi Hiyama shrine?”